The Strength to Get Up Off My Knees

I have felt pretty damn lost lately. As I try to cling to those who care for me, I find myself more empty handed then ever before. Don't get me wrong Luke, Justin, and my family do their best to fill in the holes that I find... it's just not all the same. I have been attempting to heal from the stupid choices in my life. It is an extremely long and grueling process. I know that I have done a lot of dumb things in my life but none have haunted me the same way as now. Perhaps all of this needed to happen now instead of waiting 10 years down the line when I would not be able to handle it the same way.... maybe...